My Life in Argentina and Beyond

January 11, 2008: 68 Fahrenheit. Rained this afternoon in Norfolk, VA. No wonder I feel bad. The GA condo fiasco is not over yet. It may have more financial repercussions. As if I need that on top of everything else that's happened already. And to pretend that everything is fine, that there will be a way out, a solution that will not make me cry and wince or have me wish I were dead. Playing a part I don't feel like playing--for the sake of others, for my own sake. That is no good, either because the pressure, the tension is tremendous. It is tearing me apart.