05/26/2008

Roof Over my Head?

Monday, May 26, 2008: I have been told that I am lucky to have a roof over my head in my sister's house. I disagree. I am not welcome here, never was and I am very sorry I came. I do not need and I do not deserve to be thought of as a burden, as something nobody wants.

05/17/2008

Drain

Saturday, May 17, 2008: One of the consequences of being foreclosed is rejection. Living temporarily with my sister and her family has been emotionally painful to say the least. Her attitude towards me is not only copied by her husband, but also by my niece Teresa and her adopted sister from Guatemala. When I came back from Argentina last December, I hoped that I would be able to be friends with my nieces. Now I am racking my brain to find the necessary funds to leave. Why don't they love me? They just don't. They fear I will become a burden.